A Note On God

Hmmm....Well, first off I don't want you to fall into the trap of thinking that Christians are beyond fault and then to think of them as hypocritical when they falter. We all falter, it's the nature of man.
I am a Christian and I hope you have that figured out and know that, but I am in no means free of sin. It is impossible for us to be without sin, except through the blood of Christ. People will throw all the faults they can find in you, back in your face when they know you're a Christian. They best advice I can give is just try to follow God to best of your ability and He will reward you for that. He knows your heart and will never throw your short comings in your face. God is a god of love, but he expects us to live by His rules. Homosexuality is wrong, but does that mean we are to persecute all of the gays? No! Jesus sat with the outcast. He told us that the healthy people aren't the ones who need a doctor. And it's the same with the ungodly and the lost, they are the ones who need God in their midst. And we're the only part of God that they see on this earth. They need us and to know that we're no better than them, we're only covered by the blood of Christ so our sins are forgiven.
Never give up on God. Keep praying. You'll get your answer, good or bad. God helps those who seek Him. Read Haggai in the Old Testament. It's about keeping your priorities straight.
Matthew Chapter 6
verse1: Be careful not to do your acts of righteousness before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in Heaven.
verse35: Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.